Regret

I wish I never met you.
I wish I never like you.
I wish I didn’t waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you.
I wish I didn’t worry or cared all about the times you ignored me.
I wish I never got excited everytime you made me feel special.
I wish I never believed every word you said.
I wish I never getting attached.
I wish i never dream about you, wish for you, and forgive you.
I wish I never got my hopes high for you.
I wish I never always being nice to you.
I wish I never apologize for everything I didn’t do.   
I wish I never keep trying and trying, knowing I would just go through the same thing. Because in the end, the one that gets hurt isn’t you. It’s me :’)